Have you had a moment forced the whole heart to grow or retract?

If so, did you get better or have you never quite recovered from it? Did your father have a heart attack? Were you told as a child how cruel the whole world can be? Who it was that put you here and why? Did anybody really put you here at all? Like how to cope with tragedy and pain?
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Loura:
So before I start throwing around accusations at anyone, or mentioning it to my mom, what should I do?
(25 January 2017)

Loura:
Giving a clear view of the bathroom.
(25 January 2017)

Loura:
My mom was sleeping by the way, and my dad was downstairs watching tv.
(25 January 2017)

Loura:
Then I heard my brother's door click shut.
(25 January 2017)

Loura:
My robe was hanging up on the rack, so I stepped out and quickly put the robe on.
(25 January 2017)

Loura:
A little weirded out, I pulled the shower curtain closed, and towelled off behind it.
(25 January 2017)

Loura:
Anyway, I went up for a shower (I'm a teenage girl btw) and after I turned the water off, I heard my brother'a door open, and a slight creaking outside the door.
(25 January 2017)

Loura:
The washroom is upstairs, and there are only 3 rooms up there: parents room, washroom, younger brother's room.
(25 January 2017)

Loura:
So our bathroom door has been broken for a few weeks, there's a giant hole in the door but it's got a sweater stuffed in the hole so that you can have privacy.
(25 January 2017)

Kerri:
If a guy is nervous around you what does that mean?
(25 January 2017)