I felt incapable and helpless at the very skills with which I find my self-worth

Cooking good, delicious food in my safe place was no longer much of a possibility when I could barely move my hands. So I ate a lot of vegan boxed mac and cheese and ramen. Trying to supplement with as many greens and other veggies as I could throw in painlessly, but even that was quite the feat.
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Janine:
These feelings aren't normal, right?
(23 September 2016)

Janine:
We have a son, and I would like a daughter (if that were to happen), but I'm afraid I'll have these feelings towards her.
(23 September 2016)

Janine:
His mother is the only person my jealousy doesn't burn so intensely, but I do get hurt or angry if he wants to spend an evening with his mom and not me.
(23 September 2016)

Janine:
It can be his 7 year old niece, and I don't want her to get any attention.
(23 September 2016)

Janine:
I get so mad and jealous, it doesn't matter who.
(23 September 2016)

Eleanora:
How to get over a teacher...!?
(23 September 2016)

Eleanora:
My question is how do i get over him?
(23 September 2016)

Eleanora:
When im not around him i feel moody etc.
(23 September 2016)

Eleanora:
Im always thinking about him and cant stop.
(23 September 2016)

Eleanora:
I know the chances of him liking me back are low as he cant risk his career for a student, but somehow this doesnt always stop me feeling this way.
(23 September 2016)